I am sorry sis..

I argued with you the other day. I threw sarcastic and hurtful comments to you instead of encouraging you. I am a bad sister..

I am stubborn, and always thought I was the only one whose got bad days.
Yes, I have a husband, a job, a house and most of all I have beautiful Chloe.
But somehow, in one of those tiring and routine days I had, I keep comparing my life with yours.

I envy you at some points.
You have wonderful husband, lots of friends, don't have to work (by choice) and get to see our parents everyday.
You have so many things that I don't...(which of course not all makes us more happy)
but on the other hand I have forgotten that you don't have what you treasure more... A child.
You keep on trying and still haven't got it.

I am sorry sis :(
Truly sorry
Not because you can't have a child. But I am trully sorry for the things I have said to you.
I pray for you.. 
God help my sis.

Love you, sis
M