Being at home 24 hours a day

is not fun. at all.

I've been trying to do my best to tidy or clean up things around the house but it seems like no end works. The other day I tried to clean my stand fan from dust which have been collected for some time (err around 9 months maybe..talk about no time to clean). While cleaning it I accidentally broke off one of the blades. Yeah great. So there it goes my stand fan to the dumpster.

And just yesterday my washer seems like not draining properly either. After doing online research of the possibility of washer problems, turns out the part which are the outlet for the water to drain out was choked. Full of derbis and whatsoever micro mini-stuff. End of the day we are $0.80 richer (found quite a fw coins inside it) and the washer works properly again.

Hope next week will be a better day for this mom.

I am 'an unemployed Mom'

I am officially not a fulltime working mother as of June 6th 2015. A decision that comes with a complicated situation that I am in right now. I hope I am getting clearer of what I want and what I want to do with my life right now but it seems I am blur about my own future.

I am not a stay at home mom. yet. My criteria of SAHM is :
- have to be able to cook for the family. I cant cook and with the living situation I am in right now -muminlaw stay with us- I definitely wont be learning to cook in a near future.
- be supported 100% by the husband. My 'not working situation' is my choice. Not his preference. so there is big difference.

So thats it. I can call myself an 'unemployed mom' for now.